2:39 PM | Tuesday, October 31, 2006
long post.
this is gonna be one of my longest post.went out in the morning to see combinations results!later then continue with my combinations.then went bugis with jerome,farhann,mengchao,victor,jianyi and yuqi.gary and norman joined us at dhoby ghaut later.then shop around.damn,i not fated to buy t-shirts.whenever i like one,no more size,no more of it.last time also like that,last time is bought it but too big.but this time didn't bought it.then farhann was pretty sick,vomitted a few times.then he went home with yuqi.then the rest of us continued our journey to queensway.steven met us after work at queenstown.went queensway,walk around.was damn tired.then norman and victor went off slightly earlier a bit.rest of us take bus back to yishun.mengchao and jianyi left us.so gary,jer,me,steven went swensens.haha.gotta tell you guys,its been two consecutive days eating in restaurant.yesterday arnold,today swensens.swensens food is GOOD.DAMN FUCKING GOOD!went homed.FARHANN TAKE CARE AH!okay,combinations results now.damn,trust me my class 3 COMPASSION '06.is gonna be the most naughty class.here are all three combinations.and people taking it.COMB A.3 DEVOTION '06.people from 2BLESSING-anna,braden,bernice,yuanyi,jozzy,zhengquan,melody,aihui,sharlyn,sirbest,yuwen,chongling,kai sheng,germaine.people from 2 COMPASSION-albert,shihui,cecilia,jianyi,victor,wanhao,glenden,clarice,jerome,julia,kartika,kenneth,loretta,nadirah,nick,dorothy,xue lee,tariq,steven,shiling.people from 2 DEVOTION-cheryl,danny,jaslyn,mun yee,li zhe,jiayu,sheryl,menshu.COMB B.3 BLESSING'06.people from 2 BLESSING-wilson chng,qianhui,darren,yanmei,yiloong,junfei,don,cherie,michelle,davis,zihao.people from 2 COMPASSION-elain,yuqi,kok sien,sokvay,marilyn,farhann(aww,i want him!),chuan meng,jsaper,seah han,norman,tiffany chia,shirley.people from 2 DEVOTION-jasmine,yin tat,jonathan ong,dorita,pearlene,mitchell,shi xian,zhen ni,xue li,ye yen,hui chen.COMB C.3 COMPASSION '06.people from 2 BLESSING-darryl,baolin,soomin,jiahao,desiree,quebec,grace,esther,aizhen,bingyao,nicholas,clarence,stella,spencer,qinghai,wilson yeo.people from 2 COMPASSION-hester,mengchao,ernie,shaun moo,shareen,sheryl,yanhua,gary.people from 2 DEVOTION-abigail,raymond,kaiming,casandra,ivan,wei yank,rebecca,huijun,jia yan,liying,joey,yiting,you lim,shih qian,tze wei,terence.yup.that it.i so hope to be with my gays.nvm,this class should be okay i guess.i saw one couple today on bus.the gurl on the guy shoulder.damn,so sweet la.i wish we were just that.but i think yeah,gotta wait for a eternity also no chance.maybe after all,i just don't have the luck to do that with you.hais.Battle of ManU flair and Chelsea resilience.
1:22 AM |
clip it.
damn,yesterday i post a long one.but blogger don't allow me to post lah.nvm.hmm..yesterday went out with gary and jerome.steven came along also.after eating,then he went for work.then jer,gary and me went parkway.its not that big after all.suntec bigger?nonono,SENTOSA BIGGEST!hahaha!hmm..then went back paya lebar and took a train and headed to marina square.i am marina square is bigger then parkway.got lots of stuffs to walk around.then went macs for dinner.we talked lots of stuffs there,its been times since we all had so much fun together!then went home.later going back skool see combinations results.hope can same class with gary or jerome!but not only them lah,many many more also!nicholas,qinghai,junfei,i also want same class with you all!going bugis after knowing combinations results.swensens!haha!it is really have been so long since we had so much fun together.i gotta say fun!i longing for more and more better outings!i still can't forget you.but i will just love you quietly.without telling you.i just wanna hear a good morning ever morning,and a goodnight everynight by you.i will be very contented.i want you to be happy.thats all.Battle of ManU flair and Chelsea resilience.
2:25 PM | Monday, October 30, 2006
finally i can really forget.
went out with jer,gary.steven came with us in the first place.then went makan,then steven left for work.jer,gary and me went parkway.haha.parkway is not really that big.stayed there for 1 hr?went back paya lebar,then took a train to marina square.MARINA SQUARE IS SUPER BIG!quite la,but suntec bigger?nonono,SENTOSA BIGGEST!lols.walka round marina till seven plus?went macs for dinner,stayed there quite long.talk so many things among we three.its been very long since we three have been so happy together outside.finally lah!went home,jer you will complete to the next level one day!ALAMAK!tomorrow going back skool to know which class i am going to!i hope it will be a class that have either gary or jerome.haha,and many of my friends lah!nic,qh,jf i also want same class as you all!jerome hope you would go extended express.after looking at combinations,going to bugis with farhann,victor,gary and jerome.maybe even more.swensens!yay!tomorrow eating!think i finally can stay so happily.its been months since i am so happy.this week is a really happy week.forgetting you seems to be tough.but maybe i just don't need to forget you,i just love you and keep quiet.that simple.i just need to be happy.i think i am finding what i want in my life currently.(:Battle between ManU flair and Chelsea resilience.
4:00 AM |
hedge.
judging my side,the days out ahead are looking good for me.but i really don't know whats is coming up.but currently everything is good.yeah,later going out gary and jer to parkway.why so many people don't know where's parkway parade ah?haha.okay la.its near east coast park for peopl who don't know.PEARLIN!tomorrow your O's already.just two or three weeks time,everything is over.then we can talk every night like how we do during the world cup period!we can do bets on fernando torres club!haha!you still owe me a pair of slippers!bestfriend,goodluck!times going past so fast.but slowly when i am thinking about you.i just look at sad videos on youtube,makes me cries.i am just so scare have that feeling of falling apart.i don't know why.Battle between ManU flair and Chelsea resilience.
11:49 AM | Sunday, October 29, 2006
UNDER-19S TRIAL!
heart thumping,that was when i saw all the players and goalies.there is this very very scary atmosphere when everybody suddenly stroll in as we were like the earliest there.especially when the merahans reached,a whole team of it.grads and current batch.super duper scary.made some new friends there.the players are like so so strong.the keepers there are like very fast good in one-on-one situtation.i was beaten in one-on-one more than any of the 8 keepers.stupid man.getting very pissed off.but was unlucky having to out A-F group.got the merahans team.pathetically tough.match i let in two,the rest maybe one or none.damn,that second one was a tyco goal la!then knew the results.taz team had 5 players,but only two made it.jerome,khairul,hazmi didn't made it.i and wilfred made it.next trg on friday,i really gotta be at my best,no matter what.since i qualified i still stand a chance.i will still take have a positive attitude.i gonna make my stand and play in the apac in december!whenever i see a couple together,i will then see more couples.they really make me remember why did i love you so much but yet,gave up on you.i think so hard,but i just couldn't find a answer.i am so afraid one day i would just saw you in the streets with him.then i will very i don't know what feeling la,but just some scary feeling.probably i would just think about it the whole night,and cry.i could only do this.even i am writing this,are you looking at it?hais.Authentic.
12:27 PM | Saturday, October 28, 2006
excited for tomorrow!rahh!
went out to swim and relax with jer,gary and steven.went to eat popiah again,i didn't eat though.then steven continue to eat laksa,i ate desert.then go northpoint walk around.then me,jer and gary didn't ate much just now.so went to ljs for dinner.that how my afternoon gone past.i am tired man.need a good rest tonight.PEARLIN!I am gonna call you tomorrow morning la!wish me luck tomorrow la.haha.but thanks for the early wishing.but if i really succeed in going to sweden.i defintely you buy you a nice bag la!you are my bestfriend,don't worry!i will defintely get you something!no matter how expensive it is.(:i can't wait for tomorrow.the feeling is totally different from genesis trg.genesis trg was kinda scary.but this trial is exciting me.but i have that feeling that we three just can't go through.maybe chenjie can.but yeah,still young.got plenty of chances.never played at ite simei before,the floor is totally different.perfect ground for any competitions worldwide.i just wanna play well,have fun,enjoy the trial thats all.thanks for the early wishing guys!(:feeling that you two are still hiding from me.slowly bahh.i hope you two would be together and best of luck to both of you.maybe i mstaken you or something.but i thought for so long,guess you guys would happy if you two are together.the girl!consider him!he is a good choice.(:Authentic.
12:34 AM |
unknown day.
today should be a busy day?i don't know leh.see la,i am still waiting for jerome to wake up.so that maybe going swimming?i haven't tape my shoes yet.rahh.my kneepad are still wet,haven't dry up yet.i can't airhook properly.even i got vicky's tahka stick.my leg haven't heal yet,it still hurt when i kneel down yesterday.and when i take up blood kinda come out again.stupid.yesterday i like wear for 1 hour?tomorrow is 4 hours of wearing!just hope that my leg by tomorrow would be better.i going to tape my shoes now.blog later if have time.(:byee guys!kept something from me,don't ever think i won't know.in the end i know guys.whatever you all want to hide from me important,i still know it.so whats the point?just tell me people.i don't mind its sad or good.just tell me.better then hiding from me and making me more and more angry.guys tell me.Authentic.
12:19 PM | Friday, October 27, 2006
i finally know.):
NYP wants friendly.they looking for skool.aaron approach me.haha.he ask us for friendly with IVP champion Nanyang Polytechnic.but need a court la.damn,now having O's.stupid.rahh!i know everything.you kept so many things from me.and another you,i treat you as my one of my buddies.what is it now huh?i guess thats all man.now odner,you are so quiet today.you would usually talk a lot with me,now what.so quiet.not the usual you la.no wonder,i smell something fishy.what friends i have.
11:16 AM |
how tough can it be,when i am not looking at you.
today had end-of-year service.sat at the hall,waiting for time past by.but i like the songs,not bad i guess.mr chandra shows us a website,which really touches me.its all about failure,but give a reason to cheer you up,even though you failed.i think that,i had lots of failures this year.a lot of things,i failed.especially loving you.it failed so badly.but a year of hardship,sadness schooling for me has been officially over.but this year is seriously quick.very quick.i hope that next year would just be a little bit slower when i am having fun.then it will be a perfect year.it is a really a sad year for me,seriously.trainning was okay today also.i think i am happy with my goalie skills today.finally my legs are moving,and i dived.so yeah,hope that i really can be better on saturday.the actual day of the trial.damn from thursday changed to friday,then friday changed to saturday.lameshit,nevermind,as long as there is trial,then it will be good.i shalln't grumble on it.holiday tomorrow.don't know should do what.hmm..ask jerome later.forgetting you is seriously tough since i love you so much and so long.but yeah,there goes my luck again.lousy luck la.don't have good luck.today i just wanted to avoid you,but i can't stop myself of looking at you.but i don't know why i just can't stop looking at you.only when i walk past you,i would beng my head down.to avoid looking at you.but when you are not noticing that time,i just looked at you.i can't stop myself,why did you choose him?hais.its always ends off as a sad story.):Authentic.
11:39 AM | Thursday, October 26, 2006
i don't want to regret.
today had a day of ups and downs.cherie played with my phone during maths lesson,and mr yong confiscated.blah,he gave it back to me though.then played murderer during CF periods,get caught by mr lim and mr wee when they walked past!rahh!stayed back for detention.nothing much happen during detention.i think mr lim is quite a nice teacher.let us off.but just don't do it again.reached home and slept a while.whatever it is now.for us,i think we keep oursleves distanced for a while.i cried for you,you know that also.but whats the point?i don't get your love.lets have a gap between us now.after a while,then we see how can?if you are reading my blog,you should know.msg me after reading this part.Authentic.
1:13 PM | Wednesday, October 25, 2006
how hard i will be.
wake up damn early today.8.15?then time really past very slow this morning.went out at 2.30 to meet up with jer,gary and steven at khatib.went j8 for gary and jer time scheduling.then met up with jianyi.then steven left us for work,then rest of us went suntec.walk around.suntec quite small?i think so.but time flies past really fast.why man.time flies when i having fun,when i am moody,time pasts so slow.then ate dinner outside with family.tomorrow last second day of skool.i can still remember what happen during last day of skool last year.lots of sec twos crying here and there.i guess its my batch turn?i hope not.cause even though they parted they still have lots of other friends in other classes joinning them next year.so yeah,skool gonna end,very fast indeed.under-19s reaching.i really want to do well.i want to join the national team so badly.its a lot of people dream.its one of my important dreams too.i want to relish it!i hope my legs would recover or at least not so pain when i kneel down on thursday or friday.god,please shower me with blessings of love from you.and let my leg recover in time and with no pain and fear so that i can play for singapore!my country!
god,please give me chance to join.to me,floorball is all.national team is just like promoting.and i want that kind of feeling.i don't mind being second fiddle.as long as i get to play.i am happy.national team is where i would want to end up,before i stop playing floorball.i really made my decision.but i just can't.i can't force myself to do it.i don't know why.i so hope to be the guy you considering.just one last chance.i need it badly.so badly.i miss you.i love you too.love is illness,as what you said yup.it seems to be an illness.but too be i am like an addict to the illness.i can't leave that illness.i just need you so badly.Authentic.
12:48 PM | Tuesday, October 24, 2006
fun afternoon.
i not going to retain!yayness!i and zihao are not going to retain!the rest who are still not confirm,don't give up,think positively!you guys can make it.as for junfei,don't worry!you can go sec 3 with us de!study hard and you will score very high on monday de!JIAYOU junfei!you can do it!after skool went khatib gym with jer,gary and jianyi.then halfway call param,he say chenjie,jer and i was selected for under-19s!happy!double happiness!the under-19s is either on thursday or friday i think.looking forward.but i gonna work hard for both now.both are important to me now.studies and floorball.i think the rest is gonna be aside,this time i am saying for real.next year is a very important year,studying must come first,so now is everyday go out for me.going to accompany jer and gary and maybe steven to their job time scheluding tomorrow.i am contented with what i have now.i guess jerome is right.relationship doesn't give happiness and last long during secondary skools.i guess,stop loving you is one that i can really think about now.i am just dreaming.you won't be with me after all.after hearing what dawn said to me,it makes sense.so yeah,you will just be my meimei.for the future,i will let it decide my itself.if we can really get together one day,i will be very happy.i am waiting for you though,but you gotta tell me.for me floorball and studies really matters.i truely get scare by what i am having now.but i am lucky that i scrape through.so yeah,tell me.but i doubt that you will tell me.KILLED.
1:07 PM | Monday, October 23, 2006
a day that really hurt me.
people say if doing one thing is wrong,stop it and never do it again.i think i did somethings wrong but never stop it.i guess so?hmph.today went to ikea with jer,gary,jiani and cling.ikea is big,but not as big as sentosa la.compare it.haha.as usual after ikea,would be queensway shopping centre.mac there and continue to walk around queensway.went home after that.somehow i thought it was quite fun.with the jokes.i really think we are getting too far apart.i was so worried about you everyday.today you didn't msg me,i thought you were angry with me and you don't wanna care.but after all you were still msging the rest.i admit i maybe sensitive or jealous.but yeah,who doesn't care for their love ones.i so hope you would just make my day everyday.i am disappointed.total disappointment.Authentic.
12:31 PM | Sunday, October 22, 2006
it seriously sucks being in a state now.
my feelings been hurt.trust me its seriously sucks being in a state right now.i really feel like crying out loud.i don't know why,i just need someone.went swimming and it was kinda fun.suntanning!the sun wasn't that strong though.went eat desert then go play basketball at jerome house there.then at night went out with family.it never gonna feel good.you just gonna put yourself in your shoe.you just say no,and i listen.you don't give me a smiley face,i know you weren't happy with me.i am really feeling pressurize.and that feeling is not good at all.one day you are like the angel of my life,the next you weren't at all.why?why must life have to be this sucky?KILLED.
2:53 AM |
skin changed.(:
just changed my skin.plain a bit.morning kinda boring on saturday and sunday.later going to swimming with jer,gary and steven.yup.should be suntanning.rahh!my leg haven't recover yet!scare later go into water and come up become more worst!hope everything gonna be alright.MADELEINE!THANKS FOR CHANGING MY SKIN!Authentic.
11:45 AM | Saturday, October 21, 2006
haven't settle one thing,the other come.):
i think i disappointed a lot of people.i hope i am not one of them.i don't want to be.i will lost a lot of things if i do that.seriously i will la.but i really felt very comforted,when you came comforting me.thanks a lot!i really love you!played soccer after skool with gary and jerome.then later played match with lots of people,not a lot though.and it finally rain!so long la.i love the rain!thanks for those words.really encouraging.i really do love you.but i guess,the main factor now is to promote to sec 3.Authentic.
12:42 PM | Friday, October 20, 2006
another bad day.):
how i wish that things could have always go in my way.damn man,i feeling fucked up right now.went mengchao house from 11am-7pm.long huh.haha.but time past very very fast.real fast.i was looking at the clock and i thought 15 mins had gone and i look at the clock again,one hour has past.winning eleven.i never win yet.i think only once today against steven.then either draw or lose for rest of the matches.and jerome is champion for the 4th and 5th time!got skool tomorrow,think got talent trek and will get to know which class we going la.so fast!time indeed past very very fast.floorball carnival on dec1,2,3.i so looking forward to it.rahh!can't team up with jer and gary for it.they have to work.so team up with sherman,koksien and cheuk fan.hope can get into top 4.i wanna win something.you never know how hurt and sad i've been today.whenever you never give me a smiley face,i am scared that you are angry with me or something else.you stop reply me,i thought something happen,or you just don't to msg me.i don't know it,but only you know.i guess after all,i really have to be just your korkor.that simple.)))))))):hey come on la,be realistic.you really think i was serious.you think people will believe?you know there is this word call joking.if you don't know,is you stupid la.alright?hah,you think you are seriously a friend to me?think again!you just don't know how i feel being in class.you never know.you think you are really a that great friend?wake up la.
Authentic.
12:36 PM | Thursday, October 19, 2006
bored day.
today had inter-class sports carnival.didn't perform well?but thanks for the candy!stayed in the hall once again till after skool.went spencer house.then went his condo outside playground.qinghai they all played poker there.i just sit on the chair and swing,thinking about things.went out with my parents after that.mengchao house tomorrow.winning eleven!i want to hit the record books!one day i was saing you were so good.but the next day,hmm you weren't as good as i think.why?why?why?the things i thought about was only you.you but nothing else.can't you just let me be happy once?just once.one time and i am satisfied.i still longing for that chance.Authentic.
12:53 PM | Wednesday, October 18, 2006
okay day.(:
perfect day?haha.stayed in hall till 12.45 pm.so freaking bored,but quite interesting in some parts.then went back class,and found out that i pass three other subjects.happy.so yeah,but not total yet.i hope i really can go to sec three.now i don't really mind which combination i want.is if i can go sec three next year,i will be really happy.had trg after skool.quite okay,think i improve?preparing for floorball carnival,although its still a long way to go.tomorrow inter-class!bored.hope the haze don't go away.i really don't feel like playing tomorrow,when i am not fully fit.i got a bad feeling about tomorrow la.damn man!i am happy that you are missing me,loving me.but is it the truth?i really hope yes.but i am wondering everytime.are you just wanting to make me happy only.hais,i am so fucked up with myself.do things le,then regret.Authentic.
2:06 PM | Tuesday, October 17, 2006
so-called happy day.
today been a fine day for me.i cried when i collect my maths paper 1.its disapointing la.i hate it.then went hall collect almost all of the papers and i guess what.i didn't do well at all.nvm.my maths failed la.there goes my Amaths.i just hope i can promote next year now.if possible,i would take economics.maybe going JC?but risky.don't know la.see how.went wanhao house for winning eleven.won wanhao finally!but still lose to the three time champion jerome.tomorrow have floorball!yay!i buying new canadien stick soon.tomorrrow should be bringing the exel stickbag although its white(scare dirty).no matter what i will be your sweetest guy ever.i think we are mending the gaps back.that a good sign.improvement shown,but can be better though.just watch lu guang shen ling on youtube again.super nice.guess i am gonna watch everything all over again.Authentic.
12:15 PM | Monday, October 16, 2006
crappy.
went out bout 1.jerome bought a volcom t-shirt.kinda nice,but i prefer the other one(the no size one).after that went mos burger to find job.then ate at peninsula plaza foodcourt.go home after that.i want some quiksilver and volcom t-shirts and bermudas.but they are way too expensive.ripcurl bermudas=99 bucks.i love drummers man.they are cool la.Happy Birthday Nanxin!i seriously don't know you.but pearlin should mention piantai to you before!hahaha,you should know me la!yeah,sweet sixteen birthday!O's is coming for you also,study hard!
i am so sure that you are the one for me.
as i say to you already,you are my one and only.
when i am down,i need you.
but you am not by my side.
when you are down,you need someone.
i will be that someone.
and i hope i will.
everyday a quote for you.
here another one for today.
i will stay by your side and hold our happiness together and not let go.
2:30 AM |
crazy.
yesterday didn't post because my internet connection kinda like lost connection?yeah,something like that la.madeleine should know what am i talking bout.haha.makan prata in the morning.went soccer in the morning with the bunch of gays.then go swimming,it super nice when you swim after soccer or playing land sports.then ate lunch and was super tired.but still went to gary's house for our usual routine of winning eleven.jerome champion for three times!then went home.going out later with gary and jerome.i want to look at the praia later!chongling you owe me!Authentic.
12:37 PM | Saturday, October 14, 2006
tough day.
seriously its a really tough day.results and you.they are the things i am facing now.i gonna tell you my results is total crap.studying in library is a waste of time.i really suck in some of subs.can sleep in it.i now prayed for the rest of the results to be good.i really hope so.i going for combination A or C.both comb can us choose between POA and Amaths.i going for Amaths.i want to get in that class for sure.comb a got jerome,comb b got gary and wanhao,comb c got jianyi.anyway,today last day for sec 4s and 5s.they are going for their O's in 1 mth time.PEARLIN!you are also in the O's.hope those i know can score good results and go to their JCs and Polys,they wanted.Pearlin,you want go MJC.then you better score well for O's and go MJC.my results total failure,i am worried i can't promote to sec 3.sucky results.i am getting further and further away from you.can't we stick together and walk down the path i really wish its for us.now what,gaps between us.i am really loving someone so hard so hard this time.its not easy,when you like him.i need something to help.who will help me?i doubt any.Authentic.
11:35 AM | Friday, October 13, 2006
moody day.):
lifeless day i had.kick soccer early morning.freaking early.went gary house.played winning eleven.jerome win the title!jerome win farhann on penalty.tomorrow is a day when everybody in phs gets back their results.i am scared,can i don't take a few of the papers?usually i always had what i wanted.and i am always given a chance.but now is opposite.everybody is given a chance,even unexpected is given,why not me?we had never go out before.not even studying.but others have that chance.when we promise to go out,a few days before i will think over again.will we ever go out on that day or will it be another faltering day.i guess,and as i predicted,it really is a faltering day.i am waiting for that day for so long.but yet,it still haven't reach yet.i don't wanna wait any longer.hais.Authentic.
11:21 AM | Thursday, October 12, 2006
SENTOSA!(:
HOW CAN I DESCRIBE SENTOSA?ENORMOUS OR GIGANTIC OR BIG?haha.sentosa is fun,but we kinda lost our way.it's too big la.beach soccer,water polo,water volleyball?haha.funfunfun.the trip too there somehow wasn't that long as i i thought.go to siloso beach instead of palawan next time.siloso is bettter.there are more hunks and babes there!haha!i am super tired!yeah,i think i am tan a bit.wanhao,you got sunburn!the things there can kill you.damn expensive.i thought of you when i am in sentosa.i wonder when will it be my turn?i really so hope,to go sentosa with you.give me a chance will you?give me a chance to go with you to sentosa.i thought about lots of things when i am on my way back.tomorrow i am seeing you.but i wonder it's happy or sad.i guess it will be a sad one.Authentic.
1:27 PM | Wednesday, October 11, 2006
it have never be good.
exams are over.yeah,good but never better than what i wanted.it will be good after all.bought a freshbox t-shirt and pescudos bermuda.finally got t-shirt and bermuda to wear la.sentosa tomorrow.a lot of people going!haha!i wan it to be a fun one!i guess it will be la!everyday is a pain for me to go through.seeing you happy,makes me feel even sadder.why?because i wanna know how you feel.i wanna know what happen to you today.i wanna know everything about you.cause i only have you in my mind.all i do for you,is because i love you.i won't just say i love you so simple.i prove it to you.it's hard i know,but i will just want to make you happy.tell me anything when you are unhappy,i will be there for you.i will continue to wait for you.no matter what,i only want you.i only love you.tell me whatever you want.i will listen,but please believe me.and love me too. national floorball carnival!haha!pearlin you better play!cause you can like kinda relax yourself,after studying so hard for O's.i really feel like talking once more to you before your O's.your encouragement of words and you give me lots of good advice.yeah,so i really need your help now.call me!Authentic.
10:53 AM | Tuesday, October 10, 2006
exams are so called over.
exams so called over?i guess so.art and home econs tomorrow.my papers are like shit?i hope i will really get passing marks.cause i flunked my mid-year badly.so yeah,hoped passing marks for some subjects can already.i think maths i gonna do better?cause paper 2 seems to be somehow better except for the graph part and the simultanous(dont know how to spell la) equations.hope i didn't do badly there.tomorrow going to bugis with gary and jerome.buying clothes.like finally.i need new t-shirts and shorts.like everytime go out wear the same la.everybody's seems like helping him.nobody ever care of my feelings?i guess not.everyday gonna be a better day.that whats i think i am looking forward to.i just can't wait for three years to past.then i will be carefree,i can play floorball everyday i want!i really want that.GARY WONG!HAPPY BIRTHDAY!eh my bestfriend!you are luck you applied job today.right on your birthday.bet you are going to some kind of restaurant to celebrate your birthday!14 years old.hope you really won't lose interest in floorball.the skool team needs you.the floorball world needs you.your dream,you wanted to play for motorola.you sure can!believe me.its just a matter of time.next year under-19 you can play already.so yeah,play floorball!Authentic.
12:31 PM | Sunday, October 08, 2006
i admit i lost.):
what are best friends for?i guess nothing.from some jiejie i call to some gurl who can suan people and criticise people.and from some team-mate(jerome its not you) to some kind of suan people also and its plainly on me.i don't know both anymore can!i really hope i can return to the past.where i was more happier.i admit i can lost to you all.no more of a good friends i guess.its so crappy la.i seriously don't want be their friend.i hope i never will.Jerome!so sorry about today.i am so sorry okay?forgive me!hope nothing will come between us good friend.you are gonna be my good friend forever.plus gary,farhann and a few more.you all are the best friends i ever had la.so i really hope nothing is going stop us from bein gthe best friends and floorball buds.SORRY!
9:24 AM | Thursday, October 05, 2006
papers!
3 down,7 more!hahahaha.maths wasn't that easy.but guess its still satisfied marks.lit!hahahaha.i slept for like one hour into the paper,then i continue doing!lols!i am freaking tired la!after skool went market makan.then homed!i think we should really just be the simple mei and kor?but i don't know why.it just a take too much a courage for me to forget you.i can't unlove you too!tell me how to stop loving you,or else i might still be liking you.things aren't going my way.my life seems to be cut into pieces.i wanna get something successful in life.i just simply need two things.a gurl who love me and play beautiful floorball(as in be a successful goalie or player).after all,these things aren't easy to get.i work hard then,i guess.DAWN!forget about those things and get on with life!hahahaha.good to know you are fine!MELISSAN GAN or Melsa!i think you still don't know me!but A VERY HAPPY FOURTEEN BIRTHDAY to you!Cho or june or soekkhern!just gotta know you!here A HAPPY FIFTHEEN VERY BELATED BIRTHDAY to you!Authentic!
2:21 PM | Wednesday, October 04, 2006
i knew it will become to this ending.
i knew the ending would become this.i risked it,but i felt worth it?although i slept one hour and wake up the other hour for the whole of last night,just to receive your reply.you were so nice one day before,the next day you weren't you.i don't know,since we are still close friends.i shall treat you one.but in my heart i still love you a lot a lot.i don't know how to forget,and i don't want to.i hope i never will.carry on with your life,i won't bother you much.But just remember one thing if you are reading my blog,i love you a lot a lot.and i mean it seriously.this is no joke.i hope you will still remember my love for you.Authentic.
11:07 AM | Tuesday, October 03, 2006
): what a week.
it's been a hell of a week for me.shalln't emphasise much.especially the lousiest weekend i ever had.i didn't had a great day today.sad day it is.i don't know how to start.but why?i am just sad when you....what happen today?you should know better then me.maybe is i mistaken you or something.i am thinking of you every moment.are you?i doubt so.you are thinking of him i guess.Authentic.